I'm Alive by Becca

Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothing moves in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but...
I'm Alive
I'm Alive...Oh yeah
Between the good and bad where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven!
I will fight
and I'll sleep when I die
I'll live my life
I'm Alive
Every lover breaks my heart
and I know it from the start
Still I end up in a mess
Every time I second guess
All my friends just run away when I'm having a bad day
I'd rather stay home in bed I know there's a reason
I'm Alive
I'm Alive...oh yeah
Between the good and bad where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven!
I will fight
and I'll sleep when I die
I'll live my life
I'm Alive
When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I'm stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erase
Only I can change the end
of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery
I won't feel sorry for me
I'm Alive
I'm Alive...Oh yeah
Between the good and bad where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven!
I will fight
and I'll sleep when I die
I'll live my life...oh
I'm Alive
I'm Alive
I'm Alive...Oh yeah
Between the good and bad where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven!
I will fight
and I'll sleep when I die
I'll live my hard life
I'll live my life
I'm Alive

Shinitagari "A Wanna DIe" by Miku Hatsune

Yeah!
On Sunday the sky so clear
You are Sinking into Laziness and the feeling self-glorification
It doesn't feel very good
You are acting happy and it's RARIPAPPA
You brood instead of talking
I see many ordinary people who are pretending to suffer from depression
I'm fucking tired of pretending to be a good person and cheering you up
You are a hopeless "Wanna die"
You can die
No one will care about it
A wanna die
You can die
I've had enough of you
You can die
You tell me "You don't understand me at all"
But you don't know me at all ether
You tell me "Leave me alone, let me die"
But you don't wanna be alone
No matter how much you lament over your misfortunes
It's somebody else's problem after all
You just cry loud and cut your wrist
That's damn agonistic
You are a hopeless "Wanna die"
You can die
No will realize that you dropped dead
A wanna die
You can die
You are leading a miserable life anyway
You can die
A wanna die
Oh, are you still alive?
Why are you still alive even if though you wanna die?
You are leading a miserable life anyway
You can die
You want to die right?
So you'd better die
You don't wanna live,
But you don't want to die
You don't even know what you wanna do
Don't ask me what you should do
Shut the fuck up!
Live? Die?
Say that loud out!
You are hopeless "Wanna die"
You can die
No one will care about it
You can die
Do what you want
You can die
A wanna die
Oh, are you still alive?
Live or die
Decide already
You are a hopeless "Wanna die"
You can die
If you don't wanna die,
Live with all you might!!
It's none of my fucking business
A wanna die
A wanna die
A wanna die
Hey wanna die
Stop your grumbling and,
Live with all your might!!